Work work~ ... at CPFB... yesterday just started work... abit late for first day but nvm la... some ppl waiting outside for the briefing oso... after briefing and signing of stuffs, went down to the 10th storey for the job training...
Joined the rest of the grp... altogether there's 3 guys and quite a no. of gals... then got this chao lao aunty same as me temp staff... tmd... starting i tot is the staff there lo... still say aka brag she got masters... got masters still come here work... nth better to do or money too much? tmd...
They gave us a thick file and started the training... starting still can absorb... but later on unable liao... cuz i sit quite far behind and the ppl answering the phone call tok quite loud... teacher speak quite soft and in front like no space... so unable to conc... a lot of info to absorb man... zzz... GST Offset package (which sub into GST Credits and Senior Citizens' Bonus), ERS (Economic Restructuring Shares), GD (Growth Dividends), PP (Progress Package), NSS (New Singapore Shares), SME Rebate Scheme, WIS (Workfare Income Supplement) Scheme, CPF Medisave Top-up... rem until siao... >.<>
After that is lunch... was like very lost cuz still dunno anyone yet... just follow them lor... then got to noe the 2 guys... tot somehow they got christian name but dun haf and one of the name quite unique nv hear b4 de... ce zheng (car vibrate) and the other is hong chuan (red boat)... lol... liddat rem easier... hong chuan from sp oso but like nv see him b4 in sch... the other guy finish ns le now waiting for uni... and he this year 21 years old... like kinda near to me... found a coffee shop and then the girls sat 2 tables and we guys sat 1 table... then started eatting and chatted...
After lunch went back to training... nth much lor... train liao then 回家了... decided to take bus home cuz got bus concession... then saw 1 of the girls who stays around my area... cuz during the training we were discussing where we will get posted to... so will da ting which cpf branch is nearer to us blah blah... then the super duper friendly me sat beside her and talk to her lor... haha... zj must be wondering and i tink he will ask me chio anot... lol... nope =(... and she's taller, and she's wearing flat-sole shoes >.< ... other girls got wear high heels de... imagine she wear high heels... 不得了... ya... so dun 想歪歪...
2nd day which is today... was late again cuz i took bus to work... alighted overshot... and haf to walk quite a distance to the cpf building... then during the training cannot conc at all... cuz yesterday i felt very tired, so slept at 9pm and when i woke up, was dark so i tot maybe 5 6am le... i looked at the time... 11pm nia... wtf... slept for 2 hours and was like very awake... got those fresh 的感觉... then tried to sleep lor but cannot... in the end wake up watch finish "原来我不帅" altogether only 13episodes nia... then surf surf net... listen music... still cannot sleep... but still tried to sleep at 4+am... in the end i tink is rest only, not those deep sleep... haizzz...
So during training really feel like sleeping... zzz... luckily ce zheng gimme sweet to eat... but after finish eating, feel like sleeping again... today go thru the LIFE Scheme and the wat D-bonus and V-bonus... a bit harder than yesterday... so many things man!!
Hmmm... today i just realised sth... i found tt one of the girls look like Lilin!!! especially when she wears her specs... when she take out spec, doesnt look like anymore hahaha... from my angle, only can see her side view and it's super xiang lor... xiang shi du 99.9%... sometimes she turn then can see front view... hmmm front view cover her nose then it's super xiang again... Lol...
Last part of the day was roleplaying... like CSW... lucky got exp b4... if not gg... i teamed up wif ce zheng... heng ah... not tt chao lao... phew~ tt chao lao super rude one... wanna take timesheet from u... just take only... nv ask or wat de... knn...
Anyway, the 2 guys got posted to bishan branch... 1 girl in jurong... chao lao in wdls i tink... and im at the same old place and im the only guy with 5 other girls... jialat... but still got the girl who stays near me... but she's nt going work tml... gg... tink gotta make new frens tml le... but my workplace still got other temps...
Haiz... how gd if the girl who stays near me is the other girl... then i will be happy until biang biang shen (>.<) WAHHH... such a long post... all of u read until "diao zha"... if anyone do read it... lol... byebye! (:
-6:55 pm-
Sunday, March 16
Everything i do seems to go against me... not just a few things but everything... i just accepted it and move on... tried to think positively sometimes... but i still got defeated... why why why? why god is so unfair to me? i got so many "why's" but i dun wanna list down... sometimes i just feel tired of everything... just hope that my heart stops beating... what is life actually? purposeless, meaningless... i noe ppl will say if u fall down, u can climb up again... i did tt... but i fell too many times till i can't climb up... or rather no strength to climb up... got defeated by loneliness many times till i'm numb of it... till it's my best friend... haizzz... when will my life change?
Anyway, yesterday went out wif cn and zl to catch the movie "Rule No. 1"... quite nice... After the show, we walk walk at ps then saw something interesting then took photos... haha that's it... nth much...
